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Tuesday, April 19, 2011

I realised how childish I was. Read my old posts. Read Heidi's post scolding me or something that i copied to my email 2 years ago.

I must admit that I have changed from 2 years ago. I have changed from what I was at PCPS. My dislike for my CCA, I have learnt to forcefully accept it. I have spent my past 15 years with change. Hated by nearly everyone, I was quite snobbish, a show-off as well, without me realising.

At least, I am proud to say that I have changed. No longer my previous self, definitely. One whole round of conflicts, hatred, and I have returned to what I was long before, listening to others. Half of my life up to now spent revolving around a circle. P6 after PSLE, I found it more tiring after PSLE than studying for it. At a time when everyone was free, happy, having fun, I was finding it worse. I wanted exams to come back. Really depressing. I never truly recovered from that, no one would give me a second chance.

How childish I was. Going around making enemies for no good reason. Not invited to anything of the class. I want to contribute, regardless of how late it is, to 6B 08. With the current quarrels and conflicts that haven't be resolved, let go of your grudges. It's easy, ask yourself why are you hating one another. A neutral party, I hope I am today, if I can help in any way.

* meeh-
8:14 AM