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Thursday, May 21, 2009

Isn't this what I have been wanting for?
Coming to a school that is so famous and welcoming(but 6B is better)?
But why do I feel so emo at times?
Why do I feel like I am one that has to be under the control of others?
Laughing when I do, it's often not genuine.
It's under my laughter where you see misery and sadness.
Where both the good scores and the friendliness simply disappears.
All I can do to make it disappear is by doing more work or an occasional trip to the arcade.
But it definitely is not enough.
I wonder whether it is me myself that's making others control me.
Even my tears can't come out when I'm alone
I am really tired from being one that is being controlled.
Really very tired...

* meeh-
6:33 AM