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Friday, May 29, 2009

Ever since I got my first formal interaction with music, I have found that it is so very hard to let the tears flow despite the fact that the music is very touching.

Have I gone emotional?

I've just realised that I haven't cried for a very long time, although there were times that I felt like doing so.
In the past it was so easy to have my emotional feeling disappear.
Now it's so difficult. Even crying seems like a difficult chore to me.

Maybe it's because I have learnt one of the methods to survival: tolerance
Even when I feel like hacking someone on the chest, I get so emotional that I just keep a smile.

My problem is definitely worse than the Math rep's. Definitely. Even though he was the most emo in the class but at least he hasn't cut himself yet and not yet cried at home. But I have. All the time. In my heart, which is the worst place. Anyway I have decided that once my CCA camp is over, I will return to normal.

Or is it going to be a one-way ticket?

* meeh-
2:11 AM